A Bit of Anxiety
So I know that I said in an earlier post that I’m not terribly anxious about getting the results of my last scan from my doctor and all that, but as I sit here, I realize that I am a bit more anxious than usual. There is no reason to expect that anything has changed and that the cancer has come back; I’m feeling generally okay; I’m getting my stamina back (particularly as it relates to my exercising); I’m getting back into the swing of life on this side of cancer treatment.
Nevertheless, I think despite my efforts to the contrary, I will always experience anxiety the day before I get test results from the doctor; at least for the time being. Perhaps after a year or two of getting clean bills of health, I will learn to relax. The joys of being an overthinking scientist.
Otherwise, the family is re-adjusting to post-Disney life. The kids and MaryBeth are back at school and I am back at work. This past weekend, we celebrated Passover on Friday with a seder at our house (we invited my friend Luis and his family to join us) and then celebrated Easter on Sunday. It was nice to have that family time together.
Merle
You will surely be in all our prayers tomorrow. Please let us know.