Late Tuesday Update

Okay, so who says I’m hooked on blogging? Just ’cause this is my 3rd post of the day? Does that mean I’m hooked? I think not! Instead, I’m only interested in keeping you, my loyal friends, family, and fans apprised of my situation.

So the meeting with oncologists today: The radiation oncologists basically said that since I had the neo-adjuvant (pre-surgery) radiation and chemo therapy, I am not really a candidate for further radiation treatments. This is consistent with what Dr. Kauh had told me back in May (that once I had the IMRT, I would not be a candidate for additional radiation); however, Dr. Landry (the radiologist) did say that under special circumstances, I may still be able to get additional radiation.

The medical oncologists essentially said that my treatment with post-surgical chemo therapy was going to happen regardless of the pathology results. The fact that I had positive margins on the mesenteric arteries and 2 (of 32 harvested lymph nodes) showed signed of cancer cell merely emphasizes the importance of doing the follow-up chemo therapy. According to the docs today, I will likely start a 4-6 month cycle of gencitabine (Gemzar) upon my return to Atlanta. The specifics of the protocol, however, will be depended on what Dr. Kauh says back home.

Today I was really uncomfortable through much of the morning. While on my morning walk, I also walked up and down 6 flights of stairs (it seemed like a good idea at the time). I immediately came home and got into bed and slept for a while. I really did not expect walking up and down stairs (slowly and deliberately) would wear me out as quickly as it did, but…. Dr. Winter (Dr. Cameron’s chief resident) told me that perhaps I had overdone it and I should take it easy for the rest of the day. As I said, I was really wiped today and I spoke with Dr. Winter about the possibility of staying one more day. I like that he is willing to discuss how I’m feeling in the morning before making a decision whether to discharge me or not.

As Sam pointed out in the comments, I have stopped shaving my head during my recovery, and currently have a head full of dark fuzziness on my head.  I just decided I needed to focus my energies to be used elsewhere.  Thus, for the time being, I will no longer be the bald wonder.

Today was busy…I’m trying to relax this evening so I am fit to leave tomorrow. Thank you for continuing your support over the past week and in the weeks to come.

Merle

Interim Mailing Address

Hey there.  Several folks have asked an address to which to send cards.  You’re voices have been heard…for the next couple of weeks (until the end of August), you may send notes, cards, small (incredibly expensive) gifts to:

Merle Hamburger; 137 Scrapetown Rd., Pemberton, NJ 08068

Thank you in advance!

BTW, I was asked in a comment if I had any celebrity sightings.  Yesterday for about 4 hours, there were a series of security personnel standing in the hallway oustide one of the rooms down the hall from mine.  The security personnel included a uniformed officer (with side arm), several people who MaryBeth and my Mom described as ‘secret service’ types, and a very dour looking woman (who I thought was going to pounce on me if I looked the wrong way at the door she was ‘guarding’).  We never did see who was actually IN the room.  That’s the extent of the excitement on my end.

Pain today is a little more than yesterday, perhaps it’s just stress associated with getting discharged.  We shall see.

More updates as they become available.

Early Tuesday Update

I just met with Dr. Winter who has cleared me to be released tomorrow and to stay with my Mother in NJ.  That makes life a lot easier (I was not relishing the idea of staying in a hotel for 2 weeks).  The other news was that the surgeon’s extracted 32 lymph nodes of which only 2 were infected.  I’ll get a better sense of what that means when I talk to the oncologists this afternoon, but 2 out of 32 doesn’t sound as bad as 2 out of 8 or some smaller number.

Life moves on.  As Dr. Pausch has said, we cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand.  Today, right now, I am all in!  :-)

More later!

Merle